Yes, it's a common thing in a teenager's life. But, my drama seems to be a common day thing.  Now this is nothing bad as before, just some inner thoughts...

First off it's about him and her...of course.
He and I used to be great friends, always talking on msn and making a lot of plans for when I finally move to where I am now.  However, I move here and now we hardly talk or see each other.  We have only done one thing on our list of plans so far.  She seems to always, ALWAYS be with him, at his house, hanging out, talking, whatever.  I talked to him and asked whatever happened to all the plans that we had made.  He says: You never contacted me...So basically I have to set up a time and date. But I don't like making plans for I think I might become a total bore and when I actually do make plans with either of them.  They are always with each other. They should just date, it sure as hell seems like they are anyways.

So I am always home and my parents are giving me shit because I never get out of the house. What am I supposed to do? Wander around town on my own? How boring...

After all that has happened through this crappy year I have become very sensitive at least that what her aunt made me believe, she has given me some good advice to stay calm. So I decided to just exclude myself from the picture and let them be. Let them do whatever. I'll just stay home and figure out stuff to do, maybe get another job to pass the time.



~Surrendering Silence.

Yes, it is the common situation between what you thought were your "good" friends and of course it revolves around two girls and a guy. Now, I have been in this situation many times in my childhood and I thought that I finally found a good set of friends.  I left most back in British Columbia, I'm sure my family and I would have stayed if the city didn't become such a bad place to be. However, I took a friend with me to where I am now and had a new one waiting for me to move here.  True colors seem to be flying high in the sky ever since the move. The masks have been taken off.

I had this friend waiting for me to get here. When I was in British Columbia I would talk to him on Messenger and I finally met him on Easter weekend. After that our talking patterns were still high and he kept saying that he was looking forward to me moving to his home town. I had introduced him to my friend during Easter weekend because she was going to be bored just sitting with my family while I'm over at his place. A mistake?

So when I moved here, it was all going well.  However, we started to talk less and less, hang out less and less.  It always seemed like SHE was at his place and hanging out. So now I have hardly spoken with her or seen her as well.  All of this has come out because of what happened a few nights ago. I texted her to see if she wanted to hang out...she was at his place.  I text her again later that night and she was still at his place.  I wanted to ask if I could tag along one day but a response that she had given me before I asked that question, I decided not to ask.  Then she kept pushing at it and then he asked her what was going on.  She had the nerve to tell him, when she could say that it did not involve him. So he started to text me.

He told me that she wanted an answer; I forget what I replied with.  So then he threatens me and says, "Get over it or else tomorrow is off!" I had made plans with him for the following day. I told him that I was over it, however later that night. I started to cry and cry and cry. I texted him before midnight saying that plans should be cancelled he replies "Why?" I told him that I feel bad for getting him involved over something so small and stupid that turned into something so big.  But he said that I was a good friend blah blah blah.

So that day rolls around and I confront my friend about the situation. However, I easily let it go, another mistake?  When I got home I get a text from him saying that he is drinking today. He knew how I feel about being around drunken people and so I told him that I guess plans are cancelled.  I'm not going to put myself in that situation and his reply "Suit yourself."

I feel like I am just being pushed aside and now I can't express my feelings anymore.  I have lost my trust in both of them and it's going to be hard to get it back.  Something is fishy and something maybe going on between them, or there is the intention of something happening.  I can see it.  That still does not give the right to just push me aside and treat me like I'm not even there.  I heard that she said "She does not want to do anything."  Well excuse me, I have a job where I have to be up at four in the morning and then when I get home I go back to sleep. I can't help it that I sleep past noon now.  Besides having a friend does not always mean that something has to be done to pass the day.  Hanging out and talking at a house or outside can be done too.

Now that I'm thinkng about this, he seems to be very manipulative.  He says all these things to get you to like him and then he shows his ugly side.  I feel like I have been wrapped around his little finger, I intend to break from that. I feel like my friendship with him has been lost. All he has said to me seems like it was all a lie. All she says seems like a lie. It was another mistake to even introduce me to him. Now I'm in this situation where I seem to be the bad guy.

I feel betrayed.

Why all this drama, seriously!

~Surrendering Silence